I'm a joke. No, not the kind you laugh at; the one you pitty. If you ever look at yourself as this, then you're in too deep. You won't be able to fix it with pills and tests. Only with what you find unattainable. That could be love, friends, family, or even just plain out happiness. We always want what we can't have which makes us see ourselves as jokes. So, we may not be able to fix it, but we can try.